i'm here :D still alive, by the way :P

okay. now dah 4 weeks dah aku kat PALAM ni. hmmm. okay laa. everything's okay here. takde pape yang tak menyenangkan lagi setakat ni. haha. no, seriously memang okay. semua okay lah. my roommate, my housemates, my classmates, lecturers and everything lah. cuma lift dia je yang scary. and dia punya tangga yang agak tidak menyeronokkan tu. hmmmm. other than that, semua okay. alhamdulillah :)

okay. first sekali, saya tak dapat bilik or rumah or even BLOK sama dengan wani, ain and aisyah. dapat sama blok dengan nadi je. tu pun tak dapat duduk satu rumah. aras pun lainlain. tapi takpe laa. bukan jauh sangat punn. kitorang still lepak samasama lagi time hujung minggu :) sayang diorang lah :) hopefully tak neglect each other even kitorang busy. hmm. kat sini kalau ade masa nak lepak tu, biasa kitorang usaha kan jugak lah nak lepak samasama tu. haha. biar assignment banyak sekalipun kann. hahahaha. well, taknak la pecahpecah dahh. biar dapat kawan baru punn. asal kawan lama tu jangan lupa sudah la kann :) anyway, serious rindu GILA kat gang 5sc1. korang ape cerita wehh? senyappp je :/ group kat fesbuk tu pun dah lama sunyi :( korang busy ehh? hm hmmm. rindu sangatsangat kat korangg :( kat sini classmates baru aku boleh tahan la jugakk. happening + gilagila jugak laa. tapi tu lah. beza dia, i don't really belong in that group. tak macam masa dalam kelas dulu tuu. haihhh. rindu lah :'(

kat sini kann, SEMUA orang tegur aku. diorang tanya aku ni orang mana. and when aku cakap aku ni orang KL, diorang tak percaya. diorang kata aku cakap ade slang kelantan. AHAHAHAHA okay, maybe i miss you guys a lot kot sampai tak boleh nak bezakan mana satu bahasa kelantan and mana satu bahasa standard. hahahahaha :D anyway, sincerely i'm proud to be known as a kelantanese. haha. tak tau kenapa. macam best pulak dapat title tu. padahal kelantan celup je punn. hahahaha whatever lah kann. janji ade 'kelantan' :D

okay. ni nak cerita ape lagi ni. hmmmmm. hah!

aku ade roommate. and roommate aku orang kedah. hahaha. dia okayy laa. best jugak. budak baik. hewhew :3 baik lagi laaa daripada aku ni *muka redha* hmmm. tak banyak sangat nak cerita pasal roommate aku since record dia bersihh je dengan aku. HAHAHA.

sooo, classmates aku pun okayy jugak. macam macam ade dalam kelas aku tu. ustazah ade, budak biasa ade, budak gilagila pun ade. boys ade 8 orang (k sama macam 5sc1). tapi aku tak jumpa pun orang macam Pudin kat dalam kelas tu. Kudin takde, Faheem takde, Meja takde, Peysa takde, apetah lagi TIPAH. laaaaaaaaaaaagi lah takde. so, i feel new. haha. totally new. macam ade kat dunia lain. dunia where orang tak faham bahasa kelantan :P kelas aku ni ramai orang KL dengan Selangor. err, ramai la jugakk. kelantan ade 2 orang je (tak termasuk aku k) hahahaha. sabah ade. kedah ade. pahang pun ade. hmmm. tu je lah kott. aku tak kenal diorang sangat, so tak banyak benda nak cerita :/

hmmm. assignment tu jangan cerita laa. memang bertimbun-timbun, berguni-guni dan berbakul-bakul lah kannn. haihhhh. letih letih -.- lecturer dia x sedap punn. sedap cikgu2 kita jugakkk :P hewhew. tu lah. assignment banyak GILA tapi aku tak start2 buat pun lagii. haha. alah, aku kannnnnn :P HAHA k gurau je. dah kena pergi siapkan kerja. tak boleh nak update sangat blog nie. update bila free je laa :( anyway. kalau online tu, kecoh2 la sikit kat group tuu. sunyi laa :(

Taktau nak buat title ape :P

Jyeah . This time turn aku pulak nak check in study :P well , aku tak kesah mana kott nak sambung study niee . Lagipun this time tak jauh langsung -.- actually I was hoping to get somewhere far from my house . Haha . Maybe dah terbiasa kott . Malas lah dekat² nanti homesick pulakk *haha k poyo*

Well , seriously aku takde mood nak masuk U nie -.- maybe sebab dah lama sangat kot cuti lepak² buang masa kat rumah nie . Haha . Lagi satu , sebab aku daftar 3hb . And and EURO starts on the 8th . Which is obviously , aku tak dapat nak tengok . Grrreat .

Another thing is ; aku malas GILA nak menghadap university-life nie . Yelah , aku kan kanak² ribena lagii . Mana kena buat assignment sume tuu . Tau duduk lepak main dengan meow je *muka comel* :P

Ahhhhhh . Pape hal pun , serious takde mood lagi -.- harini dah khamis . Aku check in hari ahad . Soo , khamis , jumaat , sabtu and ahad . Minus khamis and ahad then I realize yang I have only 2 DAYS left . Homaiii . Malas nyaaaaa D;

Hah . Lagi satu , I hate that friggin orientasi . Menyampah betul . I face it like , every year since I'm in form 1 -.- serious fuck this crap .

Hmmm . Diorang cakap lepas nie dah takde masa dah nak layan benda² lagha nie *haha ayatttt*. Tapi takpe . Masih lagi nekad nak update blog . At least for the first week aku kat sini . Kot . *rolling eyes*

Haha . Hopefully dapat duduk skali dengan wani and the gang . Taknak duduk dengan orang lainn :P haha . oh oh , my parents tak kasi aku bawak both of my phones . Diorang cakap nanti hilanggg . Hmmmmmmmm . Still thinking macam mana nak seludup phone lagi satu tu nantii . Haha . Tak boleh laa kalau nak bawak satuu je -.- well , aku ade 2 number . 1 maxis and another one is celcom . Okay . This maxis , aku pakai kat blackberry nie . Yang celcom tu kat nokia xm5800 aku . Yang maxis nie memang tak boleh kacau lah kann . Dah hidup kat dalam blackberry nie . Mana mau keluar dia niee . Haha . K gurau . Takk . Baaaaru je renew BIS wehhh . Rugi la dennn . Aku guna maxis nie buat contact parents aku je . And facebook twitter blogger semuaa . Yang celcom tu buat texting . Tak boleh nak text sangat pakai maxis nie . Mahal . Hahahaha .

K maxis sengal gila kott . Hari² tarik kredit akuu . Ingat aku loaded sangat ke nak topup hari² ? Adeii . Botak palo dennn -.- sooo , still thinking macam mana nak seludup satu phone . Kang aku bawakk je CSL aku tu kangg . Hahahaha k leceh gila . Sebab dah lama tak pakai phone bodoh *lupa daratan* :DD

Anyway , macam² mana punn , aku akan seludup jugak phone satu lagii . Hahaha . Mana boleh hidupp phone 1 je :P

Hahhhhh . Macam² hal lahh . Nie barang tak siap pack lagi niee . Benda skang dah khamis . Haishhh . Adda , adda -.- hmm . Ok lah . Banyak gila aku meraban . Nanti esok² lusa² aku update lagii . Haha . K dah kena start mengemas . Adios :) ♥
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Sayangs <3

Assalamualaikum kawankawan , *okay start² ayat dah skema*

Entry kali nie aku dedicate khas buat member² tersayang .

Korangg *especially to those yang nak pergi matriks tu* , nanti dah sampai kat sana , jaga diri leklok tau . Jangan lupa kami² kat sini . Sayang gila lah kat korangg :) ♥ nanti study rajin² . Jangan mengada nak homesick² pulak ehh . Alahh . Kejap je . Nanti boleh enjoy balikk . Haha . Nanti dah dapat bestfriend baru tu , kenal² kan la kat kami niee :P kalau ade sape² buli korang , roger je aku . Nanti aku gegar kampus tu . Hahaha k tipu je :P nanti cuti² boleh lepak sama² lagii :) yang penting , study je . Dapat pointer tinggi² , kasi bangga parents & cikgu² semuaa . Lepas tu boleh sambung enjoy balikk :D HAHA k gurau je :)

nanti pergi matriks tu , WAJIB bawak gambar kelas tau . Lepas tu , kat sana kan ade line tenet . Rajin² la online ehh :) tuu je cara taknak lost contact . Kalau boleh , kita rapat la macam dulu² , macam zaman muda mudi dulu tuu . Biar kat mana pun kita pergi , jangan lost contact kayy :D sayang korang lah ♥♥♥

Actually , bukan nak cerita pasal kanak² matriks je kat sinii . Sebab diorang nak pergi dah kann . So , address diorang dulu laa :P anyway , sama jugak la dengan kanak² yang pergi U tuu . WAJIB jugak bawak gambar kelas . Haha . Jangan lupa online , and jangan lupa aku tau :P

Jangan lupa kenangan kat kelas duluu . Kenangan dengan cikgu² , kenangan dengan tipah . Berharga tuu *lap air mata*

Yang tak dapat mana² tu , don't worry lahh . 2nd intake kan adee :D insyaAllah dapat :) jangan la rasa down pulakk . Watlek je . Lagi best . Dapat cuti panjang wooo :D

gila lah . Emo nye akuuuu *lap air mata*

hmmmm . dah takde dah toilet break antara kelas lepas nie . Mesti busy punye kannn . Rindu nak buat rombongan pergi toilet sebelah kelas . Rindu nak tidur time kelas bio . Rindu nak jalan kaki pergi balik sekolahh . Rindu nak kutuk² Kpop *hahahahahahahaha* . Rindu jugak nak conteng² papan hitamm . Rindu nak lepak kat kedai kak ita . Rindu nak gelak² time sejarah . Rindu nak dengar cikgu nordin punye cerita . Rindu nak gossip² . Rindu nak buli tipah . Rindu nak *pause* uhhh , ape lagi ehh ? Hahaha . Banyakk lahhhhh :') kalau nak list semua nie memang tak habis lah kann . Hewhew :3

Hmmm . Serious sedihh :'( tak boleh ke nak sambung study sama² ? 2 tahun tak cukup wehhh :'( nak lagiii :'( Tak puas lagi nak lepak² dengan korangg :'( dah taknak dah cari kawan baru lepas niee . Ramai² kawan punn , korang still yang paling AWESOME . That's why I love you guys MORE . Nanti masing² dah habis study , dah jadi orang hebat² , jangan la lupa kat aku tauuu ;O

hmmm . Tu je lah kott . Pape hal pun , nanti sampai kat tempat orang , watlek je kayy . Kalau jumpa mamat hensem , mohon kirim salam ehh . HAHAHA ;D k lahh . All the best to all of you ; My Love-bies of 5 Science 1 , batch 2011 SMK Sultan Yahya Petra (2) , Kuala Krai ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*hmph . Sape kata orang kelantan tak best ? Diorang AWESOME tau :D sayang korang gila²³ !

ⓛⓞⓥⓔ ;
Nadra Hasief Farzana @ ADDA
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this !

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know :)

	Keane - Somewhere Only We Know .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go? So why don't we go?

Oh, this could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know

this truly melts me downn :)

Paul Anka - Seal With A Kiss


Though we've got to say good-bye 
For the summer 
Darling, I promise you this 
I'll send you all my love 
Everyday in a letter 
Sealed with a kiss 

Yes it's gonna be a cold, lonely summer 
But I'll fill the emptiness I'll send you all my dreams 
Everyday in a letter
Sealed with a kiss

I'll see you in the sunlight 
I'll hear your voice everywhere 
I'll run to tenderly hold you 
But, Darlin' you won't be there 

I don't wanna say good-bye 
For the summer 
Knowing the love we'll miss 
Let us make a pledge 
To meet in September 
And seal it with a kiss 


(instrumental) 


Yes it's gonna be a cold, lonely summer
But I'll fill the emptiness I'll send you all my love Everyday in a letter Sealed with a kiss 
Sealed with a kiss 
Sealed with a kiss

Jelly Jelly

aha , dengan sisa sisa battery laptop yang ada nie (28%) aku nak merepek sikit , since aku online sampai tengah malam buta tapi tak de tujuan pape . seriously , aku bukak facebook and just stare dekat website tu (while chatting with kudin) . other than that , NO . memang takde buat pape langsung . okayy , i was 'looking' at my crush . but that's all . seriously . oh , and update status sikit . haha .

anywayy , this time nak merepek se merepek repek nye . haha jeng jeng :D

well , tadi kat fesbuk time tengah melihat-lihat my crush , aku TERbaca comment dia dengan sorang minah nie . walawehhhh jealo nye akuuu D; haha hampeh betul lah minah tu . aku tak ayat lagi , dia dah rapat duluu . pape pun , aku tak kenal pun minah tu sape . yang aku tau , dia BUKAN girlf Mr. Crush . i can bet that (i guess) :P HAHA sewel doe aku malam niee . serious -,- tengah menggila sebab kan minah tuu . walaupun comment dia tak banyak , tapi disebabkan aku dah lama usha diorang , aku terus jadi gila . HAHA .

alahh . lantak lahh . he's a secret crush . soo , i am not supposed to reveal anything . just keep the cat inside the bag . that's a lot secure :)

hahhhh :O acano nie wehhh . nak jugakk tegur rapat rapat ngan dia tuu D; HAHA adda gilaaa :P ahh , pape je lahh . i will always be watching you , Mr. Crushie Crush Crush :)) --- wish me luck guys :))

*p/s : aku still tak dapat tiket free nak pergi concert Avenged Sevenfold tuh ! :(

Sakit Hati -,-

Okayy , aku tak tau kenapa malam nie aku agak touching sikit . seriously aku tak tau -,- tadi aku okay je dk main game Cities XL tu . then suddenly it hits me --- this feeling . i just don't know whyyy . HAHA this is damn funny . yelah kannn , punye lah berjam-jam aku main game tu , relax gila main , tiba-tiba je berdebar macam ape je . and teringat pasal dia -,-

*sedap-sedap terlintas masalah nie dalam kepala aku , boleh pulak playlist nie main lagu jiwang . choiii*

serious aku tak tau kenapa . nak kata rindu ? huh . punye lah lama aku rindu kat dia sampai tak rasa ape dahh . haha . ntah la doe . actually , we're not really going on so good . since that day result SPM keluar , dia macam nak jauh daripada aku . perhaps i can guess why . but at times like this , sincerely , he should be thinking a lot more rationally . it was just a minor exam , though . i just don't think that he should get down to earth sangat sampai macam tu sekali kann . i knoww , kalau aku kat tempat dia pun aku rasa down jugakk . alah , life must always go on . people move on . so do us . so what's the big deal , anyway ? to me , IF i were in his shoes , i'd take that as a challenge . so that i could be more successful and save my future . in this case , i know , i can't put all the blame on him . kita cakap senang lah kann . it's the one who owns the shoes knows it better .

cuma nye , aku just nak cakap yang aku rasa macam tak suka la dia buat aku macam nie . like aku nie bodoh sangat je -,- like aku tak tau je . like aku nie budak kecik je . just stop fooling around boleh takk ? i'm tired , DAMN tired living like this . i just feel ... neglected . like i wasn't even there ! *nie tiba-tiba nak marah nie* 

fine lahh . aku memang tak kisah topup kan my boyf --- anybody pun , kalau he's my boyf or my friends , aku memang tak berkira sangat . MASALAHNYA , yang mamat nie tak pernah nak contact aku (even lepas aku topupkan) nie dah kenapaa ?? sumpah aku tak faham doe . aku bukan apaa , kalau kau memang dah ade orang lain , cakap je la doe . pastu blah ar . buat sakit hati je kott dk senyap macam nie je . kalau aku nie memang manusia yang Allah jadikan without perasaan , takpe lah kann . memang 90% aku setuju lah dia nak buat macam nie kat aku . masalah nye derr , aku nie ade perasaan doe . nie sakit hati nie . kau jangan doe , kang aku naik gila plak kangg .

hahhhhhh !

ntah la weiii . aku nak cakap lebih-lebih pun tak jadi apa jugakk -,-

*but one thing i'm proud of myself lah , sebab aku takde lah terlalu ikut kan perasaan sangat . nie kalau ikut feel nie memang takde dah manusia tu . hahhaha* 

HAHHA ntah la doe . aku pun tak tau nak cakap macam mana dahh . biasa kalau orang lain ade problem , tau pulak mulut nie nasihatkan kannn . nie bila kena atas kepala sendiri nie tau pulak senyap mulut nie . hahahaha . gila lahh . kalau ikut sakit hati nie , lama dah aku clash . at least bila aku dah free , aku boleh la go on dengan kerja aku kannn (kasi ayat crush aku) hahaha :P punye lama aku tahan kott . aku taknak lah kasi besar cerita kann . setakat minat tu takpe lahh , buat senyap jee . tak baik lah kann , balak kat depan mata hidup lagi , dah sibuk nak ayat-ayat orangg . apa kes ? haha . tapi balak yang hidup lagi nie la yang senyap dah macam kayu balak betul je nie -,-

so , sekarang nie , masalah besar aku is ; post yang nie sepatutnye emo-emo touching-touching . tiba-tiba sampai kat bawah nie dah jadi huru-hara pulakk . hahaha . duhhhhhhh . malas doe nak fikir . aku nak tengok sampai bila dia boleh stay senyap macam nie . this is not a silent treatment since logically , there's nothing to be treated for .

haihhhh =_________________=

suka kau lahh . aku taknak comment pape aku taknak cakap pape dah lepas nie . kau lelaki , patut nye guna otak tu nak fikir ape patut kau buat and ape yang tak patut kau buat . aku okay je , i am who i am . so , kau tak payah nak takut lah kalau nak cakap pape or nak explain or anything lah kann . being with me , is so much more like being with your own self . tak payah nak jadi hipokrit and to me , love is trust . kalau takde trust , makna nye there's no love . okay ? so tak payah takut lah ehh , if got anything nak cakap or nak luahkan pape , just bring it forward . i'd love to listen to . and jangan nak pelik sangat lah kann kalau aku tak layan kau tu . sebab , aku kalau dah malas nak layan , aku memang malas GILA nak layan . 

so , the conclusion is ; better make a move .you'd better be hurry sebelum aku fed up . nanti jangan sibuk-sibuk , dah 5 6 bulan tak layan , baru nak bersayang-sayang dengan aku . memang sedap la kena cepuk dengan aku kann . 

just for this one time , sayang , i want you to THINK and ACT wisely . you should know how to jaga this relationship . i know , you're the one yang not really biasa in love relationships . at first , i don't really care about that . because to me , stuffs like that is teachable . you'll learn to love , be loved and take care this relationship . but honey , we're already together for quite a while . it's almost 1year and 3months . come on lahh . it's time for you to make your own moves and decisions . you should know that . i know you love me so much that you let me make all the decisions . but that's not the way . i don't want to make decisions anymore . i'm tired of doing that . so , by now you should know that i've already resigned from being a decision maker . haha . 

uh . dah lah . sumpah aku serabut doe fikir pasal nie . aku dah habis baik dah nie . malas lah nak menggila tiba-tiba kann . (kau pun jauhh) so , memang takde guna jugak lah aku nak menggila tiba-tiba kannn . dah lah . kalau nak cakap lebih-lebih , baik aku settle dengan kau je . tak habis cerita kat sini . takde guna . masalah tak settle jugakk -,-

to Aina ; sorry lah kalau banyak susahkan kau selama nie -,- actually , aku memang nak susahkan kau sikit lagi nie . HAHA . kau tolong la cakap kat monyet tu wehh -,- aku takkan contact dia selagi dia tak contact aku dulu . *oh wait , kredit dia expired harini tidakk ?* HAHA bongok lah aku -,- whatever lah . aku tau kau faham akuu , so aku mintak tolong kau sangatsangat , bagitau mamat tu . bolehh ? i mean like , kau sorangg je kot yang fahamm -,-

ahh . whatever lahh . pape hal pun , macam biasa lah kann . at the end of the day , memang aku ah the one who messed up at the first place ---- LIKE ALWAYS -,-t

Another Song Just For Youuuu :)

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own


We don't need
Anything
Or anyone


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?


I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel


Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?


Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life


Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads


I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?


Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life


All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see


I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

like like LIKE you

Aku suka kau la mangkukk  . tu pun tak faham faham lagi ke ? kau nie lembab lahh , tapi aku SUKA kau jugak . kbye .

Lyrics for Youu :))

I LOVE YOU by Avril Lavigne

	Avril Lavigne - I Love You .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

I like your smile

I like your vibe

I like your style

But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way

You're such a star

But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?

Do you feel what I feel too?

Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

You're so beautiful

But that's not why I love you

I'm not sure you know

That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you

Yeah, the reason I love you

Is all that we've been through

And that's why I love you

I like the way you misbehave

When we get wasted

But that's not why I love you

And how you keep your cool

When I am complicated

But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?

Do you feel what I feel too?

Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

You're so beautiful

But that's not why I love you

And I'm not sure you know

That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you

Yeah, the reason I love you

Is all that we've been through

And that's why I love you

Even though we didn't make it through

I am always here for you, you

You're so beautiful

But that's not why I love you

I'm not sure you know

That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you

Yeah, the reason I love you

Is all that we've been through

And that's why I love you

That's why I love you

That's why I love you